simply edwin :)

2012

2012-02-12T14:52:00.000+08:00

I didn't leave, I was just too busy. This is an excuse to most people, but deep inside I know it's the truth. I am sorry if I miss out a certain part of your life, but best friends.. I still think of you every now and then. And then I will start to blame myself for not making enough effort. But somehow for some I stop doing so, because they took the U-turn way before. Just remember, no matter what, I am still here.

Time for some updates.

1. Family
Well last year my brother got married. The wedding was too grand I suppose. HAHA. Even I was kinda stress up, with all the VVIPs like Chief Justice from Supreme Court. But this also shows that my brother made it big and I am happy for him, in fact, very very proud of him.

My mum hasn't been in the best of health. We kept asking her to retire but she refused, because she doesn't want to stay home. I can understand this part because truthfully the house is as empty as it can get in the day. Everyone is working. Maybe I should get myself a dog, at least she has a companion. Or maybe brother and sis in law can erhemmm make a baby out. :p

2. Career
First month of 2012 marks a new beginning. I left the ship that I had been working onboard for 2 years. Those fun and tough times, we made it through. I must say I am proud to be a part of RSS FEARLESS. Another journey lies ahead of me. I am now on course, when I will take up higher appointment and responsibility when I return back to ship in May. It's a stay-in course so basically I am only going to book out every Friday evening. And this kinda life gonna stretch all the way to May - 14 weeks to be exact. But I believe it can do myself good, this course is really meaningful and I am sure I will be able to grow through this course.

3. Love
The cupid hasn't been aiming well for me. HAHA. True love, I have lost touch already. So many came, but so many go too. Well, it's like a cycle. And maybe it just isn't time for my cycle to stop. I wanna settle down, everyone knows. And I really don't feel like my standards for a girlfriend is high at all. I had enough flings and I ain't gonna play like how I used to in the past. What's best for me is definitely worth the wait. And I am waiting. :))

Sailor Boy,
eDwIn

My 23rd Sand / Pool / Rooftop Jaczzi Celebration

2011-11-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

OKAY I haven't update my blog in like AGES. Super guilty. Was really busy with all those sailings in Oct. And then admin work and events are piling non-stop on me in Nov, when this month is suppose to be the resting month for my ship. Sadly they didn't really care about giving us time off from the sailing months.

Well I shall skip all those small meetups, because I realised nowadays I always forget to take photos with my friends when I am out with them. Like totally cannot believe it, because the fact that I myself know I am a living proud-to-be camwhore. LOL.

Nevertheless, my 23rd birthday celebration at Sentosa Beach Resort Rooftop Suite was AWESOMEEEEE. Loves to all those whom I had invited, and came. Your presence sure made a difference. :)

Here I am at the 2nd storey rooftop jacuzzi area! :)

Well apparently I bought my own cake.

FEDSFAH & Co. :)

Bitch & Slut.

Sotong Mak!

Carney!!!

Little did I expect my dearest FEDSFAH design me a cake! HAHAHA! LOVES! :)

The next morning I requested for late checkout and then we decided to all go for a swim! xD

And Fiqie love came to find us from her luxury Fullerton Hotel stay paid by her dad. Seriously leh $899 per night is madness okay hahaha!

Then we went back and change prepare for checkout!!!

And we went to cafe del mar for some slacking and of cos beer! :D

Wonderful birthday. I wish every year it's gotta be this fun.

And thanks to those who remembered my birthday! All these wishes.. I know who you are!

All are special individuals. My lovely friends. :))

Thoughts.

2011-10-12T16:09:00.002+08:00

There is so much more to just live everyday and get it over and done with. Time is never enough. And we actually can and have the ability to live to the fullest. Criticisms are inevitable. We shall learn and grow from it.

To some of us because of ego we deny being soft and breakable. But we shouldn't.

Let the emotions flow, and let your character shines.

We are who we are. None of us is replaceable. :)

Limits

2011-09-21T21:21:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just wanna say..

There's a limit to a person's tolerance. Don't push me further.

I can be nasty. I swear.

Major Updates In Progress

2011-09-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

F.E.D.S - Fik. eDwIn. Dayah. Syimah

with dearest bowenians friends. :)

Raining Bar with Nicole & Skye

Hari Raya Visiting Syimah's Open House 2011

KBox with Denise
Cartoon friend! :)

Butter Factory!
10.09.2011

Finally done with all the events and outings photos upload to here Blogger. Recently getting a tad lazy to update my blog haha! Anyway glad that blogger now can upload photos in 'X'Large' size. It looks better on the blog itself. :D

Black&White Photoshoot.

2011-08-14T23:11:00.001+08:00

Dayah. eDwIn. Fik. Syimah ♥

And this is Huda on the extreme right! My new friend! :D

Piggyback Rides! :))

One word; AWESOME.
:D

Late Midnight Movie

2011-08-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

The last time I went for a midnight movie I think it's almost one year and more ago. LOL. Seriously late night activities either I go drink, club or sleep at home. No car go movie at midnight is very inconvenient you know. Luckily yesterday got Syimah! HAHAHAHA! Double date lol.. Dayah, Fik, Syimah and me went to catch 'Rise of the Planet of the Apes'.

Okay the movie is AWESOME. Really please go catch it. Not just ALL ACTIONS movie, but the plot is great too. Syimah keep asking me if I want the popcorn, she wanna pass it to me.. but I rejected her offer cos I was too engaged with the movie I didn't want to move my hands lol.

After movie was supper! At East Coast Playground Old Town Coffee. The curry is heavenly. Had some steamed bread with chicken curry, and a cup of teh tarik to go with the gossiping and all. Dayah cannot stop talking lol. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Oh yes anyway I brought my camera so YEA you can imagine the camwhoring scenes. But well I shall just post a couple of the nicer ones. :)

Blue Black Theme Celebration

2011-08-13T11:41:00.003+08:00

I was literally in blue and black yesterday. I obey the rules and the theme we decided hor! Nicole is a cheater boohoo! She wore black and the only blue thing is her bracelet. Thanks arhhhh like I could have worn any other colour for my top and bottom since my underwear is already blue! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Dinner was at Raffles City Ding Tai Fung! Had my long awaited chicken boiled soup! And of cos the yummy Pork Fillet Fried Rice! We queued and waited for half an hour before we got a table okay. We three cannot take it and went over to buy Gong Cha bubble tea first.

Omg really reminiscing the good old times, when we were still in Secondary School.. and when all those puppy loves and immature conversational terms were in trend.. really EPIC lol. We laughed non stop the whole night and was glad we hanged out SOK WAN AND NICOLE! :D

Drinks first at Raining bar and then Sok Wan became super high (even without drinks she already is a self-high person lol) and I can see her urge to dance. So I suggested we head down to a club. And yes we went eventually to Powerhouse since I can sign them in with my Safra Card! Hohoho! In club definitely did have JagerBomb. Omg really my favourite. Then down to the dance floor with all those lechers and horny desperate guys trying to be funny to Sok Wan and Nicole. Wah seriously I protect until tired you know lol. But I just can't help it, everyone knows I will make sure my friends are well protected ((:

Photos Time!

My Favourite Photo!

At Powerhouse! :D

New car!

2011-08-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

Okay totally not possible its me who has a new car, it's my slut's! She bought her new car.. yea at this very moment where the COE is at 50K.. but nevertheless as worried as I can be for her financially, I am happy for her cos she finally got to have a car of her own and it's her dream car!! Well really it makes me wanna go learn driving and like pass ASAP so I can buy my own car also. It's 100% tempting you know. Forget about the money you have to spend on the car monthly lahhhh, like you can go everywhere easily and I won't have to worry about $30-$40 cab fare from my house to Tuas. I am determined! Let's go apply and start my driving lessons like soon! Boohoo! :D

Wake up.

2011-08-05T23:53:00.002+08:00

Don't think stirring dramas will make your life more exciting. At the very end only you will be the one suffering. Just be contented with yourself, and who others are. Never try to change anyone. Beauty lies within. And looks are deceiving.

Buttery Ladies Night

2011-07-28T23:23:00.001+08:00

Okay I seriously never been to Butter Factory before. Cos when it started business I think I already about to stop clubbing so yeaaaa until ytd, it was my first time. HAHAHAHAHAHA! Well I wasn't really enjoying most of it, partly because I am quite tired, the other part is because the next day I still have work. Although I managed to opt for morning off but yessss afternoon I went back to work. Nearly died cos ship decided to do sports at 3pm. Tired until.. nothing can describe! RAHHHH!!

I don't know why but I love this POSER photo. ((:

Ping Pong!!

2011-07-27T23:14:00.000+08:00

Joyce needed someone to accompany her to do some shopping, as well as to pamper herself by buying herself birthday present. LOL. And the worst is we totally forgot to choose one, that should be given by me de lor. We were too busy playing games on my iPad. I bet she loves the sonic racing and the table tennis ping pong game hahahaha! :D

Photo of the day. :D

Long Day.

2011-07-26T22:40:00.004+08:00

Today has indeed been one of the dreadful, and depressing working day so far. Time passes like a snail.. and I have lots of reprimanding from superiors. Well I must say I don't admit everything they said about me being in the wrong are true, because some aren't. But well I couldn't do anything and didn't bother to argue (cos I know eventually I still will lose the argument..), for what right?

I've learn to forgive and forget. When we don't want any more trouble linking up then we should just keep quiet and let those people say what they want. Eventually they will get tired and stop, or if GOD BLESS they will realise we are not in the wrong but THEM. Sometimes they need to understand the problem lies within them, not others. I agree and so it applies to me as well. I will remember this hard.

Really a long long day and I need ample rest to recover. And make myself believe tmr is a better day. Everyday will be. Soon everything is gonna be fine. Goodnight peeps. ((:

Happy Birthday to my One and Only Slut!

2011-07-23T11:06:00.004+08:00

LAST NIGHT.. ..

The time of the year for my dearest slut Kayden is here! HAHAHA! Happy birthday! Hope you love the night's company, the clubbing madness, the graveyard drink, the anyhow dance moves, and the wasted-look camwhore photos! :D Love you much! hahahahaha!! Anyway Soul is quite a quiet club compared to the rest of the more popular club but the music ain't that bad at all. HAHAHAHAHA "EVERYDAY IM SHUFFLING!..." <3

eDwIn . Kayden . Samuel

JiaLing . Kayden . eDwIn

Mirror Mirror on the wall..

2011-07-01T22:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we ought to look into the mirror, scratch our head, wash our face, take a deep breath, and start realizing whether everything may just be a dream.. Or maybe you are just the one thinking too much.. Search your inner self, ask yourself questions, and follow your heart's answers.

KTV-ing becomes Camwhoring.

2011-06-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Nicole and I met up for some updates on each other.. had lunch and while talking we decided we should go KTV because I had a sudden urge to do some lala-ing. And so we ended up at Party World International Building. Sunday mah.. so it costed us a little more but still the 4 hours were worthwhile. We recorded some videos of us singing, that's my way of improving myself. Listen to yourself sing over recordings then you will know where to improve on. :D

The Female Lead Singer.

The Male Lead Singer.

The Posers; Supermodels wannabe.

Ending the day with our wide smiles!
Hope you guys have a great week ahead!
:D

Phuket Family Trip 2011

2011-06-25T23:16:00.003+08:00

Okay firstly the weather was madness. HAHA! But it did rain like 15 mins every few hours. Cos there are a lot of passing rain clouds. The wind is too strong lol. The hotel was super nice lah. So cheap and we lived in a family suite. Two rooms combined. Toilets have windows lol, and they are not lockable. Very good for those kinky couples huh hahahahaha! And they have a rooftop swimming pool omg. Although its small but we enjoyed the dip-in under the scorching hot sun.

My new trunks! :D

We booked a day tour around the island. Went to certain viewpoints with gorgeous scenery. Got mountain got sea. HAHAHAHAHA! But the problem with Phuket is.. THERE ARE TOO MANY HOUSEFLIES AROUND ALREADY CAN! WE CANNOT EVEN SIT DOWN PEACEFULLY TO EAT OUR FAVOURITE SEAFOOD! We have to keep fanning our food on the table so no housefly will touch them.. imagine how busy we were?! And I simply love the 'Art' Mode function in my camera. It's simply awesome. Take a look at some of the scenery photos I've taken using the Art filters.

First stop!

Thailand biggest Buddha Statue.

The Temple. Taken using Wide Angle Lens.

Third day we went for island hopping tour! We didn't expect the sea to be THAT rough. Imagine us inside a speedboat equipped with 3 jets, going on full speed at wave that can go as high as 2m? But of cos it didn't reach 2m lah. Just that its still rough enough to make everyone wet while sitting inside the speedboat. Apparently the speedboat doesnt have windows so we are not covered FML. And I wonder why so many people know they have seasick illness and still wanna come to such tour. Use some brains. Don't be a crybaby, vomit non stop and stink the whole place. GOSH!!

This is the type of speedboat we took.

Viking cave.

Snorkeling! I don't think I will want to do it again lol.

Beautiful sun, sand, sea, people and islands. :))

And of cos a little self indulgence. HAHAHAHAHA! No one will doubt my camwhore capabilities.
And I am proud of that. DUH! Byeeee! :D

Plan B!

2011-06-20T22:10:00.003+08:00

Well Plan 'A' was to go blading at ECP. In the end when we woke up there was overcast all over.. and so we thought it would be safe for indoor activity. So we discussed and eventually decided to go catch a movie instead. And in the end it didn't rain AT ALL. Thanks ah! There goes our healthy day. Instead we ate more than we could imagine. OMG Abby how to stay fit and slim?! LOL!

We watched Green Lantern. Really the plot is not that great but the actions not bad lah. HAHA! Don't know why Marvel Comics decided to come out with so many superheroes movies this year. Its nice lah but well some may just get bored. Boohoo!

Abby brought Polaroid Camera! <3

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!

2011-06-19T22:00:00.002+08:00

It's another special day. A day to thank our father for their hard work and effort, to provide for us and bring us up to who we are today. Dinner was at Trader's Hotel Cafebiz. Okay the buffet really is not that fantastic. Even the draft beer dad and me ordered taste diluted WTH. And the whole family camwhored at the table. A ang moh couple looked at us but smiled at our happy moments as a family. <3

Weekly Updates!

2011-06-18T22:49:00.008+08:00

For the past week it is such hectic routines for me. Totally. Sailing back to back. In between I only have a night at home to rest and then poofff I go for yet another sailing. But I am glad cos my last sailing for June ended yesterday! Time for some updates. And some photos too!

4th JUNE

4th June was the singing session with Angela and Peiqi and Cedric. It's a two month ago date. We had our laughs. Sing to our hearts' contents. Love their companies! Too bad the time always very rush. We could have sang a longer period of time. HAHAHAHAHA! Next one soon okay!?

And ohhhhhh not to mention I bought my new camera Olympus XZ-1 already! It's really a NO REGRET decision, because it's really good I swear. And with a adapter I also can use the lens I bought previously for my misplaced/lost LX5! Good alternative right! :D

17th JUNE

Yesterday came home from sailing. It's only noon time! Rested my aching body for a while. Whatsapp Abby and she's free to meet me for dinner! HAHAHA! She has tons to update me about while I was away sailing! OMG I can't explain the joy talking to her non stop. And even when we part we spam our mobile phone's battery whatsapp-ing each other hahahahahaha! Glad to have you!<3

18th JUNE

Okay then today another impromptu meetup with Joyce! Yes she was once named by me as, "Scandal" and "Betty Boob". Yes no doubt! It's her! Oh my tian! I think the last time I saw her was two years ago? I dunno! It's really been too long! She's so stress with her work. I think she is worst than me in terms of having time for herself. She really needs to relax.. especially when her part time studies is starting soon. You can do it girl! JIA YOU!

And I did some shopping! :D

When the grey colour stock is here, I will buy one more! hehe!

Movie Marathon!

2011-06-06T23:09:00.002+08:00

Finally I found someone as crazy as me! HAHA! Denise and I decided to meet up for movie and then dinner after that. In the end we caught two movies back to back before heading for our dinner! We caught X-Men: First Class at 2.20pm and Hangover 2 at 5.20pm. Well not really back to back lah. We still managed to walk to Scape Park for Gong Cha! :D

Okay firstly X-Men: First Class is AWESOME!! 4 outta 5 Popcorns!! I mean now we know how mutants came about and how Professor X became crippled lol. OKAY Denise keep saying the young Professor X is very charming. HAHAHA! Personally the Frost girl is super cool and hot huh. Actions were very rapid throughout the whole movie so I LIKE! Im sure boys will like this kinda movie. So pleaseeeee go catch it!

Secondly for Hangover 2.. AMAZINGLY FUNNY. I thought maybe the sequel won't be as funny as the first one.. but I was so wrong can. It's rated M18 for a reason and probably cos you get to see a real Thai transvestite taking off his/her undies in the movie. I think no one expected that scene and everyone was like "WTFFFFFF?!!!!" HAHAHAHA! I was one of them lol. Laugh throughout the movie.. that was what you are going to do when you are watching it. It's really niceeeeee so better go watch also! :D

Beauty Mode Photo :D

Baby Bryan's 1st Birthday!

2011-06-01T23:53:00.001+08:00

Okay so its Felicia's baby boy Bryan's 1st birthday. And really he is super uper cute. Like toy only. And he never smile got the blur blur emo look! Heehee! Feels like pinching the cheeks. But I can't cos Felicia will kill me. And her baby girl, Belynda is 2 years old.. as cute as ever. According to Felicia, she doesn't know how to smile the correct way and she keeps smirking at me when I am taking photos of her. RUDE ahhhhh! HAHAHAHAAHAHA! Cute much.

Baby Bryan! :D

Smirking de Belynda!

Michelle . eDwIn

Dog Lovers!!

E.D.C without J.

2011-05-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Really wished Janee aka Piggie Lim was here with us. All the gossips, all the laughters, all the questions we would ask each other. Awwww Piggie Lim you missed it all! HAHAHAHA! But never mind I shall see you coming year end when you are back okay?! :D

So Denise, Carney and yours truly here caught Pirates 4. It was nice, especially those evil man-eating mermaids! LOL. And why change casts?! Previous ones are better I swear. Dinner was at 15 Minutes in Lasalle. The smoked salmon pizza is awesome! Took photos with my camera in new lens! The effect is omg-ing nice. I swear I didn't regret buying at all! YAY!

Wait till my Tele-Photo Lens is here. I shall take sample photos!
Cannot wait! Should be here in 10 days time!
:D

Bimbos Reunite!

2011-05-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

Okay the last time we met was a year ago? Am I wrong? No? Yes? It just seems too long!! Nisha couldn't make it but Aisyah and me insisted to meet up still cos we die die wanna catch Kungfu Panda 2! HAHAHAHAHAHA! It was all worth it.. except that the queue for the popcorn and drinks are madness! Its like there's 50 people in the queue and we have no choice but to starve ourselves while watching the movie. The new Lido Cineplex is awesome! And huge. But the escalators are mini. Like can only fit one person per step, unlike the normal ones. It's super lame cos we have to even queue to take the escalator down after the movie.

We ate Ayam Penyet at Lucky Plaza. We always do. And it's still one of my favourite dish! :D We start to take photos and the camwhore fever came alive soon after! HAHAHAHA! We are just born this way luh huh! Huhuhu! Walked around. There's this small flea market at the scape park. Aisyah bought her iPhone cover she insisted is cheaper than what she saw outside normally. OKAY whatever! LOL. We had Gong Cha and Best Fries Forever! Omg the fries I tell you, like DAMN NICE CAN. I swear, it is super delicious. But it would be good if the server at the counter stop using her phone while the customer is standing right in front of her FACE. Don't keep think you are awesome and pretty, what's up with all the girls who think they are chio and pretty when they work at places like Fro**** and Best F****? Nah you are still the same, like us.. so WAKE UP THE IDEA THANKS.

Arise Bowenians!

2011-05-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

Yeap so apparently we all met each other for about a decade already, and we didn't party together before. This is bad. Real bad. HAHA! So well we intended to try out, with all those discussions thru whatsapp.. WE FINALLY MADE IT! :D

eDwin . Syimah

So the girls took turns to take photo with the legendary female-killer lol the charming Shafik! And I was totally ignored.. okay Im kidding lol. I did take photo with the legend too! HAHAHAHAHA! Okay if Shafik sees this Im gonna die! LOL.

Our group photos! We made use of the Carlsberg photo machine inside to camwhore! Anyway the one below was my favourite photo! :D

Dbl O was madness. But I love that night.
It was MAXIMUM FUN! :D

One of the Best.

2011-05-24T23:05:00.002+08:00

Brother booked dinner at Carlton Hotel, Wah Lok Restaurant. The food is 'OMG-ing' delicious and of cos expensive. LOL. But brother is paying woohoo! We have 7 dishes. And brother even pre-ordered the crab claws. I tell you it's super nice and I have never eaten that before. I will want to go again if I am rich enough next time luh lol. Glad Mum is happy. And I think she is even more happy now that she has a iPhone. She facebook all the time, even more than me can. Then keep asking me how she should reply to comments written by her friends on her wall. LOL. Cute much.

Happy Birthday Mummy! :D

2011-05-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

2011 Happy Birthday Mummy!

Shall update again with photos. Will be celebrating at Tung Lok Restaurant.
Some of you may know.. I bought Miu Miu wallet for Mummy. Think her friends love it as much as she does. HAHAHAHAHA! :D

Weekends FTW!

2011-05-22T15:17:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA like everyone does, I love weekends as much as you guys do. And Friday was my virgin clubbing experience with Syimah and Shafik!! Okay yes we knew each other for a decade already and we haven't hang out to party before. OMG. So I met up with Shafik for dinner at Vivo while waiting for Syimah to finish her work and join us. We thought it would be crowded but when we went over Powerhouse at 11pm, total zero queue. LOL. Luckily I brought my Safra card so the both of them don't have to pay entrance fee. YAY. And I must say.. It was fun like woolaalaa hahahahaha even though there were only three of us. And Shafik got hit! HAHAHA! These random young girls should.. stop being so desperate lol.

And yesterday.. I really didn't want to go out. But I already promised Steven I will be going down to support him since he is working. I still drained out from the clubbing.. and all hours of dancing. HAHAHAHAHAHA I told Syimah and Shafik I really am OLD already. Move too much body cannot take it!

And yes Raining Bar it is.. Throat is failing me soon.. I got the feeling. And I only managed to sing one duet with Rebecca Lum! :(( I need rest. My stupid ugly eyebags getting heavier. FML.

((:

Sluts & Co.

2011-05-15T22:55:00.004+08:00

Can't get enough of my slut and her nonsense. Well it was really a weekend I've enjoyed quite a lot. I manage to stop thinking about those angry things that happened at work since last week. Well maybe yes I really need to start thinking out of the box and accept changes. It may just suit me better. No harm trying. But still, I'm crossing my fingers until they announce and tell me where I am heading to.

13.05.2011

14.05.2011

Two days of drinking, I am done for the week. Had been through a lot mentally, I know it. And yes I am dreading of work now. And there's two sailings this week. I just hope those irritating two headed snakes don't piss me off, I don't know what I will do. Don't tempt me. :)

And thanks slut Kayden for being there, she is really optimistic. Although she may not really be affected as much in terms of the posting, but she really can make my day. Just like to rant all the unhappiness to her and listen to her anyhow jokes. LOL. <3

Soulmate Home!

2011-05-02T19:53:00.004+08:00

Soulmate Abigail is back in town! HAHA! Finally she returned home. And by the look of the situation, it seems everything is okay already. Hope it won't get nasty again. FINGERS CROSSED! Or so I met up with her and Samuel for a late lunch at Shaw's Mos burger. Cos she said there is no Mos burger in Aussie and she misses it alot. I too haven't took any mos burger for a long time already. We walked around. Keep eyeing for branded goods lol. She said: "Now I realise Singaporeans are actually quite brand whore.." Totally true. Because yours truly here is one of them. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Oh yes I bought a new Porter sling bag. I tell you.. I love it like very muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Abigail bought a new Miu Miu purse. Its nice though, I am considering to buy one for my Mum! And I saw one Gucci shoe I think I am definitely going to bring it home on payday. :D

Then it was back to old times, RAINING BAR! Slut was there, Jeng was there, Becca and bf came too! Practically we saw some whom they thought they are pro singers.. so me decided to wait till Becca arrives and make sure they shut their mouth. LOL. And they did lowered down their volume hahahahaha. Supper with slut de parents and her two cutie chihuahuas.

Once Again.

2011-04-25T13:35:00.003+08:00

I was sure.. For more than a year I didn't start doubting my career in service at all. Yea recently that kinda feeling is back again. I just can't seem to get past myself. I don't want to move out of my comfort zone. I don't need a new working environment. I just want to stay at the same place, same ship. Sigh. But apparently I think its almost confirm that I will not be staying.. I will miss them.. I will miss all the complaining and fun. I already made up my mind. And I will know if I am staying or not in this career.. when the month of June arrives.

Meanwhile all I can do is to try to spend more time with my fellow crews. It's just one more month away and I won't have much chances working with them, neither there will be party time. Although I still keep my fingers cross, I just wanna make full use of this one month.

Oh and I did finally buy my red slippers. Talking about it for almost 4 months now I have it! :D

Busy Bee.

2011-04-17T12:47:00.005+08:00

So happy to arrive back on land in the afternoon, and not what I anticipated to be in the evening. Went home wash up and took a nap. End up being late meeting Pei Qi and her sis Angela. HAHA! We went to our ktv singing date booked since two weeks ago, at the Ten Dollar Family KTV in Chinatown. We had our fun and jokes really. Can laugh until cramp. :D

Since I was at Chinatown so I asked if Becca will be at Ebar. Its like only a 5 mins walk. And yes I have to wait for her. Cos she told me dunno what chilli sauce exploded on her and she needs to get home first, changed and wash the chilli sauce clothes lol. Okay so we had a jug of beer there, and she had her dosage of looking at her dearest bf Jovan. We sang our one and only song there and left for Raining Bar cos slut is waiting for me there! :)

When we reach there it was madness. We laugh and sing and talk loudly like nobody business. And Steven is working! OMG seriously I haven't seen him in months. He said he is too busy with work. Don't know true or not. Or just lazy wahahahaha! :x

Oh yes busy night I have to rush to three places within a night. Actually got more places but I think I will be safer to go home by then its already 4am lol. I love companies. I love them much. ((:

Raw Madness.

2011-04-09T14:55:00.002+08:00

Random and weird combination of people having fun yesterday, but seriously it was all THAT fun. Never play until so crazy for a long time already and only my fellow ship crews can do that. :D Wasn't really planning to drink initially. But well I went down because most of my ship crews are present there, so must go there see see look look drink drink, since they invited me down hahahahaha! Oh yes it's really been long since the last time I ate at McDonalds in weeeee hours like 4am wtf.

:))

Myself.

2011-04-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

It's always important, to constantly remember who we are, our real identity, our real character, our real self. We often lose control of ourselves when we try too hard to be somebody we aren't born to be. Just be yourself. And you will be great. ((:

Ex Cougars Gather!

2011-04-02T14:38:00.002+08:00

We've been through all kinds of shit and hard times together. We see each other naked before lol! We see each other at our lowest before. We see each others' desperate faces before. OMG seriously. Two years or so had passed just like that. HAHA! BK, Quan Hao, Alex and me went for a mini Cougar coy's gathering at Timbre (Old school). Had pizzas, cos we tried to order platters and stuffs but the waiter there told us they run out of chickens and seafood?!!! WTF right. LOL. We had our non stop walk and talk down the memory lane of our tekong times, as well as how well we are doing at the current time now. There's just so much to share. And we promised a clubbing session like really soon! :D

Ashore.

2011-03-31T20:05:00.006+08:00

Seems like I can't stop blogging for long. LOL. I just have to come back because I keep on has the urge to blog. It's a habit I think. Nevertheless, things happen happened. Time to start a new chapter with rainbows and smiles :)

Monday 28.03.2011 -

It was a non working day. Nicole was free too. So we met up randomly. Shopped around town. Had little talks here and there. Advices here and there. She brought me to super nice Ramen for lunch so I had to do my part too. I introduced her to TWG at Ion and I am so sure she is definitely going back again. She can't stop praising the place, the food and of cos the choices of tea there. I'm glad to announce that our friendship is officially a decade old now lol! :D

Wednesday 30.03.2011-

I was wondering how come I haven't sing with my dear hobbit friend Gera for a long time already. So on Tuesday I was commenting on her wall about it. Rant to her and she told me she happens to be free the next day. LOL. Yeap so we met up at AMK for dinner at Popeye's then to KBox for ktv. I swear we weren't in our best of form and we definitely could do better. Aiyah who cares there were only two of us inside hahahaha. ((:

Hauled.

2011-03-20T19:35:00.002+08:00

I need a break. Bye.

Wild Honey.

2011-02-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

Went Wild Honey for breakfast with b. She never go before so bring her go taste taste. HAHA! Watched movie 'What Women Want' by Andy Lau and Gong Li. OKAY the show is super nice. At least for me I think it's quite entertaining lah. And I still haven get my perfume yet. I think still can last me for 2 weeks. RAH. Duty tmr and sailing on Wednesday. Will be back in action on Thursday :D

hohoho.

Off Day.

2011-02-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

Finally, I managed to squeeze an off day from my chief hahahaha! Because sailing has been hectic and I sailed 4 outta 5 sailings for the month, still not enough ar?! :(

Meet baby at chinatown cos I want to go buy my perfume but FML they ran out of stocks can. So we walked to The Central for Hokkaido Ramen at Santouka! It's quite famous.. just that the spaces are a little small that's why always long queue. They actually served the food quite fast. It's super nice I swear. You guys wanna eat then you all have to search a while for the restaurant cos it is situated at a very ulu corner lol.

Trained down to Dhoby Ghaut. Had Ben's and Jerry at The Cathay. Caught movie '127 hours' there too. I thought the movie was quite nice though.. baby thinks its boring lol irritating. We had a good laugh while walking and act like some gossip girls wtf lol. Glad my jokes made her feel better cos she's still sick! RAH!

V.Day 2011

2011-02-14T23:13:00.003+08:00

HELLO. I am blessed and loved. AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Okay this year there were lesser people on the streets holding bouquet of flowers and soft toys already. This is a good sign. :D

Favourite Photo!

Rahhhhhhhhhhhh..

2011-02-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

Meetup with J.E.D.C finally. A week before Janee flys off back to Melbourne again. We had Korean BBQ at Amara Hotel. The service there sucks like totally. The food is average but its the quality of the service I will not go there anymore. Manage to keep up with each other.. gossips a little.. updates on each other.. We had our usual fun and laughters. LOVES!

Dinner with gf at VivoCity after her dance. Hohoho. Walked around. Camwhored somehow or rather. Laugh until wanna pee. Love her much. :D

CNY Day 3 and 4.

2011-02-06T23:05:00.000+08:00

People are happily enjoying their long weekends.. and celebrating CNY when the third day of this festive season I have to sail out, to protect the seas so you guys can enjoy okay. HAHAHAHA! *flip hair* Apparently everyone is lazy and feeling moody having to come back to work on a Saturday. Lucky officers bought Bak Kua for us! And the sea state is not as bad as last week.

Sunday we came back pretty early. Cleared up everything and rushed home. Just wanna be home. Had lunch opposite my house and then went home to take a nap. Dinner with love at Sembawang cos she didn't want to go far. Camwhore at Starbucks with a cup of Grande size Latte. :D

((:

Exhausting CNY.

2011-02-04T21:03:00.004+08:00

I still think this year's CNY is not really fantastic for me. Although I get more money ( I don't know how come also.. ), but I am feeling 100000x more tired than previous years. I just feel like sleeping the whole time when visiting lol. Met gf for breakfast :D

Okay today is gambling day. A little early this year cos I have got sailing tmr, 3rd day of CNY. So I requested to my uncles and aunties we shall gamble today. HAHA! Okay I only won $13 after 2 hours. Better than nothing lah hor. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Sailing sucks.

Stay Home Saturday.

2011-01-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

Jasmin decided to come over to my house to help me do facial. So I decided to stay home. Then she stayed at my house to finish off her project, using my wireless network asshole. HAHA! We ordered KFC okay. Yes I am still sick but who cares lol. Maybe eat already will okay lehhhhhh lehhhhh LOL. &To kill time while waiting for Jasmin to come.. I did some routine workouts :D

I seriously hope and pray tomorrow is gonna be a good good day. Dear god you can make rainy days but please don't make my duty activate. I really want this Sunday. Hohoho. Updates on tomorrow's dinner at Triple 3! :D

Narcissism.

2011-01-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

Love my new toy. :D

The story goes on..

2011-01-22T20:46:00.000+08:00

Rahhh.

The Good Old Times.

2011-01-16T23:34:00.000+08:00

I love this photo. I don't know why but somehow I prefer how it was like back then..

Boss's Treat.

2011-01-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

Okay so its a brand new year already. 2011 I seriously hope its a better year for me please! Anyway Dad's Birthday is just round the corner.. His boss decided to treat us all for a meal. It's buffet dinner at Dad's outlet but our table keep havin many chefs around and bringing us special food specially made for us :D

Wonderful dinner. Fabulous family. ((:

Clear.

2010-12-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

2011 is coming. A new start for me. I can smell the fresh air. I can smell the goodness. I am sure I will do better. The dark clouds are almost gone.. Clear blue sky is awaiting (:

Down.

2010-12-17T22:28:00.004+08:00

Okay so just when I thought I was recovering from my flu.. My stomach goes down with flu too. OMG. Seriously I couldn't sleep, couldn't eat. Even water makes me feel like puking. I didn't eat anything so I was so weak I could only lie on bed. Fever was up to 38.8. Lucky I survived :D

So slut was also feeling a little unwell. We decided today shall be resting day for us. We shall go down for a drink tmr same time same place. Her ship is now alongside mine. I see her almost everyday YAY!

I shall not be beaten.
I shall not be used.
I shall learn.
I will move.

(:

2010-12-07T19:54:00.000+08:00

When will I see the sun again after this sunset..

No matter how hard I try. No matter how much effort I put in. No matter how true I am. I still fail. It's getting down on me really hard these days, I can hardly breathe. People are asking about my results for my language, asking about everything in my life. I didn't answer much because I don't know how to. Teach me. Enlighten me. I have no answer to them. Sickness is driving into me. I can feel the already weakened body dying off. HELLO mc I am sure I will be taking you from the doctors soon enough.

Janee "First" Meetup!

2010-12-01T22:01:00.003+08:00

Finally Jane the Piggie is back in Singapore. And today's the first meetup we had after she came back for her holidays :D We had so much things to catchup. Erhemmsss all the gossips yeaaaaa we said it all. HUAT! She was late like never before, as always. Sooner or later Mr Carney is so going to slaughter her! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Watched the movie 'The Next Three Days'. The show was just a little too draggy. It should just have ended but it didn't obviously and dragged over 2 hours lol. OKAY Mr Carney strongly insist he wants to watch this movie so we accommodated him hahahahaha! I got really sneezy while watching the movie. FML. I am having a very bad flu now and I got work tmr. I think I will die. Cos its ship duty in the day, under the freaking hot baking sun. Free sun tan ya.. NO THANKS! :(

Eat Till You Drop Birthday Buffet Dinner

2010-11-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

Yes its my 22nd birthday already. HAHA. This time round didn't wanna make it a big woo haa cos its nothing great compared to 21st and all. So invited a few friends over to dad's place for buffet dinner. I am grateful. There were like 4 groups of friends tonight but all were sociable. I didn't have to break the ice and they all started bitching and gossiping big time already. YES I have very nice and bitchy friends :D. I had lots of fun tonight! And thanks for the presents.

Love you all! :))

Once again.. Big Daddy Chef and me! :D

Thanks Mum for the Gucci wallet.
Thanks brother for the Fred Perry bag.
Thanks J.E.D.C for the tee from SuperDry.
Thanks Nicole and Jasmin for the birthday card and ear studs.
Thanks Slut Kayden and Bitch Chewy for the hard disk.
Thanks to you all for the wonderful company! :D

Longevity.

2010-11-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Last week was paternal granny's 80th. Today's my maternal granny's 80th! All in the month of November. This month is full of birthday celebrations. If only I could pass my language it would have been better. Never mind I will try my best again in the second examination in December. Anyway.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY! (:

Happy Family! Glad everyone enjoy the buffet dinner.
More to come okay! :D

Cousin Emily!

Big Chef Daddy with Navy Boy Edwin :D

Eventful Weekend.

2010-11-08T09:52:00.006+08:00

06.11.2010
There was Vel's first birthday on Saturday too, but I couldn't make it because the time clashes with my grandma's 80th birthday dinner. Happy 1st Birthday Vel! Grandma's birthday was at Grassroots Club. Dinner was nice and had fun talking to my cousins.

Happy Birthday Ah Ma! ((:

Big Family Photo!

The Hunky Cousins LOL.

After Grandma's birthday dinner I had to rush down to Coasta Sands because its Chewy's birthday too! She had booked a chalet and we gonna get down down down with drinks there lol. Seriously I was the only few alive at 5am because the rest are either drunk or had slept their way to the morning. HAHA! I went home at 6am because I am meeting Denise for lunch date on Sunday.

Happy Birthday Bitch! I promise to pass my malay soon! (:

07.11.2010
So Sunday's lunch date with Denise.. we head over to Bugis because she wanted to try the 'I love Taimei' taiwanese snacks. We had the fried chicken again. The milk tea is nice but I still think Koi's black pearl is the best! HAHA! We two act cute.. went to take photo stickers can. I tell you seriously that was very old school! We had a long chat sitting at Han's Cafe at the National Library. We shall work hard together Denise! (:

Will be away sailing till Friday! Take care peeps!

Disappointment

2010-11-05T13:27:00.002+08:00

I never thought it will affect me so much. I didn't know I wanted this so much. People look so damn highly on me. I didn't want it but somehow I accepted it. So I tried my best to fulfill every requirements or tasks they give me. I never said I could. I just try my best. They thought I could. Now I know I can't. I am not Superman.

Thanks for the company. (:

I drink not because I love to drink. I drink partly because of the companies I have that night. I drink because I am sad over some things or somebody. I drink because I am angry at some thing or somebody. I drink because I know I disappoint myself and staying home will make me feel worst. I drink because I dont want to cry in front of people and it helps divert my sad thoughts away. Bottom line is actually I don't really like drinking like what you think.

Sometimes.

2010-10-29T22:22:00.002+08:00

Sometimes things just didn't happen the way you imagine it.

Sometimes things screwed up when you put in a little too much effort.

Sometimes things happened make you learn the hard way.
Sometimes things give me headache but I still think about it.
Sometimes things make me cry like a baby, I never regret.
Sometimes I just hope I have my own time machine.
Sometimes..

Food Spree!

2010-10-27T23:49:00.006+08:00

I realise J.E.D.C meetups are always for FOOD, and of cos FUN. But we always make sure we fill our stomach with the best food we can possibly find before we have our fun. HAHA. This is what makes us unique and special. I love them ohhh so much. And yes Piggie Lim I miss you very very much too! Good luck for your exams, soon it will be over and you will be back in Singapore! Then we can meet up cos we have TOO MUCH to update each other already! (:

Okay while waiting for Denise to come, Carney and I went over to 'I LOVE TAIMEI' to try out the crispy chicken. We heard much about it online and always wanted to try. We only ordered the chicken to try, not the bubble tea. And I must say the chicken is OMG heavenly :D Its located at Queens street, just at the other end of Bugis street. And its cheap! Hohoho!

The true ones.

2010-10-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

Very often I am very glad, and grateful. Because I feel, and I know, I have a couple of true ones in my life. They know everything about me, they don't doubt me, they give me support, they gets agitated when someone bully me, they get more angry than me when I am hurt. I love them like.. ALOT. They are like angels. I know I can look for them when I need them. And they never will push me away, they will never leave me alone. :D

Cartoon Friends!

Hohoho anyway I know who to invite for my 22nd birthday celebration already. Its not actually a celebration, just a small gathering at Dad's outlet in Meritius Mandarin. He will be cooking for us himself! Damn excited.

Who is REAL? Who is NOT?

2010-10-23T12:58:00.004+08:00

eDwIn | CheWy | KayDen

Its always so unknowingly, that you realise somehow those so call "REAL" friends are never true.. And those standing beside guarding you are the real true ones. They will play with you, work with you, study with you and cry with you. Its so simple. Choose wisely. Don't let those who don't intend to stay long in your life, hurts you. ((:

Questionaire.

2010-10-22T15:46:00.008+08:00

Fill in the blanks.

Choose one of the following:
(I, you, we, they, he, she, him, her)

1. ____ knows nothing about LOVE.
2. ____ have my own perfect little life.
3. ____ don't really give a damn about ____.
4. ____ prefers to hide rather than face problems.
5. ____ don't know what ____ want.
6. It doesn't make a difference with ____ around.
7. ____ feels that ____ will get better as time heals.
8. ____ knows its not possible to erase everything.
9. It sucks when ____ love each other but nothing happened.
10. Everything seems outta control for ____.

When eDwIn meets Angieee..

2010-10-18T23:38:00.005+08:00

Its CAMWHORE TIME! :D

Its always easier to say than do.
I was there and you know it. (:

Just Face It.

2010-10-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

In life we face obstacles. These obstacles make you grow. They make you become a better person. We fight for ourselves, fight for our love, fight for friendships. All these problems are inevitable. You quarrel but you actually care. You argue but you actually love. Sometimes we jump to conclusions. We make stupid decisions. What done is done. We can't go back and redo everything we thought we should have done instead. We move forward. Some move backwards instead, because they see light, and they see hope. They didn't want to miss a thing they thought they had missed. So they gave themselves a u-turn, a choice.

Routine.

2010-10-10T23:29:00.005+08:00

Its a routine now. Simple. Two hobbits who love singing. Every Sunday. Same time. Same place. I love how we sing together. I love how we correct each other. I love how we sing duets, record them and get a laugh over them. I love how we DIE DIE want to queue for KOI bubble tea and sneak them into KBox. 9 years and counting Gera! :D

Carney's Birthday Meetup.

2010-10-06T23:15:00.000+08:00

Yeap its Carney's birthday last Sunday, but we only managed to meet up today due to our busy schedules. Meeting up with Carney and Denise makes me miss Janee (piggie lim) a lot seriously! HAHA. You better come back soon! I have a lot to talk, a lot to say, a lot of dee siao-ing to do to you to make up for your absence! LOL.

Anyway I had a long heart to heart talk to the both of them, about friends and stuffs. We come to realise everything is never as simple as it seems. Especially when it comes to humans, and the so call friends.. It's scary you know. When you come to know the truth and you didn't want to do anything because you still respect them, although they didn't.

Funny Day.

2010-09-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

I hereby announced I am a certified auntie killer. LOL. I don't know why I keep getting praises from a lot of aunties. C'mon.. some young ones can not. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Here's an example.
One old auntie who is staying in the same ward same room but different bed from my Mom, walked past my Mom's bed just now in the afternoon and asked..

Random sick auntie: "Is this your son?"
Mom: "YA! My younger son.."
Random sick auntie: "你的儿子很帅，又壮，以后一定能为社会做事，有前途！"
Mom: "Hope so... ..."

Okay to translate that chinese sentence.. she meant..

" your son very handsome, and fit, next time sure can contribute to the society, his future's bright! "

Anyway Mom what's up with the "hope so... ..." ! Super no confidence in me lah can! LOL. By the way, this is just for you all to laugh lah hor. I am very humble one. Thanks bye. :D

Learn.

2010-09-26T22:49:00.005+08:00

I realised I changed. In the past I think all I will have most is grudges and hatreds. But now I am more forgiving and understanding lol. OKAY maybe due to my 'I don't really care anymore' I tend to forget and put things behind. HAHAHAHAHAHA! You! Stop laughing. Anyway it's the 4th day at hospital to look after Mum. Doctor says she is recovering well. She is still unable to move or get down the bed. So breakfast, lunch and dinner are all fed by yours truly, her son, me. It's kinda heartbreaking to see her like this.. sometimes feeling warm.. sometimes shivering in cold.. vomiting and giddiness due to the side effects of the 987654321 medications she has to take everyday. Just bear it all.. She will be well soon! ((:

Mom didn't want a lot of people to know (well I just blogged about it and she gonna kill me if she knows) but both my grandmas are like the HQ.. apparently each called up all my aunties and uncles.. most showed up today.. And mom got a shock lol. She now has 10 flower baskets, ard 6 months worth of chicken essences and numerous tonics lol. Maggie and I brought home some of the things already if not when she discharged from hospital I think we need a truck. I giggled to myself when I saw the trolley full of get-well-soon gifts because it makes her look like some big shot superstar LOL. Cute.

By the way thanks Nicole and Jasmin who came down to visit my Mom! Love you two lah!

& On the side note. My iPhone is dying. Time for new phone! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! :D

Family Affairs.

2010-09-22T20:38:00.005+08:00

It's a family thing you know. Everything changes, mood changes.. when I am with my family. I love them like nothing else on earth. Because I have a super capable brother.. who got a 1st class honours in LAW at NUS and a Master degree in Public Policy from LKY School, we got a chance to take our family photo together! Never done it before.. we are going to have our family portrait framed up and placed at our living room soon! :D

People always ask, is it because I am not as capable as my brother thats why I sign on.. will I feel incompetent when compared to my brother.. is my parents more bias to my brother because he is better in his studies? Nope none of the above. We are good in different aspects and I am really very proud to have such competent and capable brother. We do different things, our ambition and aims in life differs too. So why compare everything? Anyway I think Mum is bias towards me instead hahahahaha cos he always complain otherwise. lol.

And many will ask if I am going to further my studies.. hmmm.. currently its a YES. After I serve my bonds with the navy you may just see me as a student again :D Or you may just see me as a boss in one of the shops HAHAHAHAHA cos I also have a plan B which is to do my own business. God will bless my family. They're wonderful people in my life. And nothing gonna change that. ((:

Unbelievable.

2010-09-20T22:22:00.003+08:00

Okay today I am suppose to wake up at 11am. Instead.. I slept last night and I woke up every hour.. I meant at 1am, 2am, 3am, 4am, 5am, 6am, 7am, 8am and 9am.. I cannot stand it and woke up angrily. I know I have nightmares but I couldn't remember a thing. GREAT. I feel retarded. Especially when I see dark circles forming. CB.

Thanks for lending a listening ear.
You are the best lah Nicole Zheng! :D

September Sucks.

2010-09-19T23:01:00.004+08:00

Seriously September couldn't be any more sucky than this year's. And everything can just happen in a blink.. all together at one time, till I couldn't breathe. Lost everything, even my courage, confidence and focus. This sucks. All in all friends always tell me some things aren't up to me to decide. I totally agree. But it also makes me feel helpless and useless. What to do? I am clueless. I thought I have support. But apparently I found out I actually don't. I am on my own now. How.

Thursday is nearing and I am starting to have nightmares. Waking up every day at 3am. Finding myself all alone, in tears and with sweat. I prayed everyday. Maybe there's too many things to worry and cry for.. I couldn't cry anymore. Tears all gone. Only heart aches. We always tell ourselves to take chances. Seize opportunities. I do. How about you?

Changes.

2010-09-10T23:10:00.000+08:00

Things changes. Our fate changes. Life changes. People changes too. We evolve and grow through these changes. We should keep in mind that there are far more unfortunate people around us and we should be contented with what we are now. Not to consider those branded stuffs you get.. but those love and concern you get from your family and friends.

I want to live my life to the fullest. HAHA. I think everyone will say the same thing but how many actually really tried? We mourn about our so call "sad" life everyday. We complain every single thing to people around us. But we never learn. We never learn that these difficult obstacles in life will only make us stronger. It hurts but it will heal.

Eck iit Mini.

2010-08-21T22:03:00.001+08:00

Yes we finally reunite! HAHA! Eck iit gang! I miss them ohhh so much. The last time we met was probably a year ago, before I even went to BMT lol. But its always the 4 of us who are the ones more enthu to meet up. So here we are. :D

Hoohaas!

2010-08-07T04:19:00.008+08:00

I broke my non-drinking week today. HAHA! After like one and a half week of non drinking days.. I went to Boat Quay with slut Kayden. Same place, same fun. :D Jackson was there. Ronnie, Brian and Joanna came along afterwards. Stupid Bryan keep showing off his pink ic lah. I swear one day I am so going to break it into pieces hahahahaha. I ran home secretly. Shhhhhhh! XD

I still..

2010-07-28T23:12:00.000+08:00

GOT STUDY DE OKAY! HAHAHAHA!

Why can't things stay the same? Everytime I think of where I may go next for my posting in navy makes me feel very stress and unhappy. If given a choice I rather stay put in my comfort zone and shine. I am quite confident I can do well in my current situation and onboard my current ship. Oh man.. everytime I talk and think about this I get headaches and nightmares. I need a drink lol. :((

BeccAdelinEdwin.

2010-07-24T20:27:00.001+08:00

COOL shit. We are Doped. :D

Stressful.

2010-07-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

It's been very stressful for me. Not physically but mentally. Everything seems to come at one go. I feel suffocating. Personal life.. now comes my work related issues. Seriously I feel like crying. I miss the old life, and many of my close friends. I miss Piggie Lim, I miss Naughty Friend Angeline, I miss part time gf LinLin... ...

Sometimes I feel I keep repeating certain things. Not because I forget what I already mentioned. But I want to emphasize what I had already said. Things are piling onto me. Cannot breathe ar! I need a getaway. :((

I really don't wish to make myself dependent on drinks to numb myself. I wanna stand alone and fight. Even if there is no one with me. I will be strong. One day. I will succeed. :D

Bestie Lum!

One and only Nicole :D

HooHaa!!

New Phase.

2010-07-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

All the friends who went in National Service with me, are all going to ORD already. They are stepping out to the outside world again. I am still here. HAHA. It also means I still have 4 years to go. I can do it. Anyway I don't think I have a choice lol. But my old ORD date 08082010 will be the worst day of my life currently. HAHA. Maybe I take MC stay home lol.

I seriously need to cut down on drinking. This hobby aka bad habit is costing me a bomb. Imagine every week spending $200 plus on drinks. LOL. Madness indeed. Need to cut down so I have more money to shop and buy things for myself. This is more rational although its still spending lol. Peeps all think I love drinking. You all think I mad is it? I won't indulge myself into drinking unless I am troubled or feeling low. Anyway I am not feeling very good inside that is why you see me drinking every week. Drinking is nothing. Its the effect when you start to get high due to excess of the drinks.. the numbness is what I want. Only that short one two hours I can feel nothing. No pain. No worries. I know I am silly. I am.

I love Ted Baker's Fitting Rooms. XD

Anyway I ordered and paid for this jacket online. Then they send me email say the jacket now currently out of stock. They will transfer me the money back. OKAY WTH GOT SO UNLUCKY NOT WTF I WANT TO BUY SOMETHING ALSO GOT SOMETHING CROP UP TO STOP ME THANKS LEH ASSHOLE. Anyway I think this month I am a little tight too. Maybe its a sign. To make me stop spending lol. :D

I try okay.
Heh.

SATURDAY NIGHT!

2010-07-11T12:49:00.002+08:00

It's been long. Since Saturdays have been that fun. And I am out on a Saturday! Usually I will go out on Friday night then KO-ed the whole Saturday recovering lol. And last night ma dear navy instructor Jackson joined me. Damn happy. But seriously cannot alone go drinking with him. YOU WILL JUST DIE. It's not even 11pm I was about to KO already. His way to drinking is madness. Lucky slut (Kayden) came I faster run back to my table hahahahaha.

Everyone is EMO. When the light falls, everyone seem to transform into some dark emo freak hahahahahahaha. And that includes me.. sometimes only okay. I always wanted to help. Like if I can I will, but I can't most of the time. Its the same, like nobody can help me unless I decide to start breathing and start everything over again. Things change. People change. But how come I don't feel myself changing? LOL. I am still the one who gets the worst for himself. The one whom people think doesn't deserve the best. HAHAHAHAHAHA I think I am really starting to be a little too paranoid and having low esteem now lol.

okay photos time. :D

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Baby Yu Xuan Vel! :D

2010-07-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Finally met up with Huilin and her precious baby girl Yu Xuan! HAHA! she is damn funny I swear. I was very talented cos I was able to communicate with her using 'AH', 'EH', 'OH' and she replied LOL! We had a good laugh while having dinner at North Point's Manhattan Fish Market. OMG it used to be much tasty in the past but now.. too oily for me. OMG am I growing old and grumbling about too much things lol.

Have decided not to go drinking today. Tomorrow I don't know lah hahahahahaha. Because my rashes just subsided so I don't wanna anything to trigger it to come back. I swear its damn ugly and SCARY :(

Weekends are soo mine this week. I can rest. I can do all my things. I can relax and enjoy before the week starts again on Monday ROARS! I so gonna go blading tmr if it doesn't rain. I know I know I have been saying only not doing it. But you know hor everytime I wake up I see super thick dark clouds swarm above the sky outside my room's window lol. I am sure this is not an excuse okay bye. :D

xD

2010-07-01T23:03:00.001+08:00

Omg. Twilight Eclipse is super nice. I don't know why some people say its not nice. Probably they only watch the show to see the handsome and pretty leads, not really trying to feel and understand the story. Seriously I can feel everything 'Jacob' is feeling inside the show. Totally. I've been through it. Someone pls bring me to go watch again. I think I can watch it 3 times. The actions are superb too.

5 outta 5 stars.
MUST WATCH AR! :D

Jane is leaving!

2010-06-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

Oh no this is bad bad! Janee my Piggie is leaving for Aussie to study. She's going for one and a half year leh. :(( I will miss her de. All the disturbing and making fun. NO MORE ONCE SHE IS GONE! SAD. EMO.

Yes we meet up for the last time before she took off at this coming Monday. We had this buffet dinner at Trader's Hotel. Super nice. HAHA! We had a great talk! I gonna miss her badly! ROARS!

PIGGIE LIM HOLIDAY MUST COME BACK VISIT HOR!
MISS YOU LAHHHHHHHHHHHH!
SORRY CANNOT GO SEND YOUR FLIGHT! :(

:D

Timbre at The Arts House.

2010-06-23T23:54:00.000+08:00

I always go to the Timbre which is located at Fort Canning Park. This time Nicole brought me to the Timbre at the Arts House. Although its open air, but the night breeze and help of some fans, it was very cooling and relaxing hohoho! We shared pizza and wings, with some beer and drinks. The liveband was awesome. The male and female leads are superb. Their voice are damn niceeeeee. I love the atmosphere lah! And of cos the company of Nicole :D

Weekends are coming!
But I am sailing Saturday and Sunday.
SAVE MONEY AR! :D

I Hate This Feeling.

2010-06-12T21:40:00.002+08:00

Guess everyone was shocked to see me like this yesterday. I wasnt shock bout it though. I went down to drink with a mindset 'RELAX Edwin. Just Drink. Don't care anything.' Yea so apparently I drank without controlling. Down down down I went. Couldn't control da emotions. Sad and sorry to say I cried. Yes a guy has his emotions too. Just that I am too LOUSY to control. WHATEVER.

Impromptu Drinking.

2010-06-10T19:59:00.004+08:00

AK got angry cos her friends like keep changing plans every 15 mins. She decided to ignore them. But she still want to go out. So she called me LOL. VERY CONVENIENT HOR! She claim she makeup already then nvr go out very wasted wtfffffffffffffffff. Anyway we went to Raining Bar at boat quay. The place totally deserted lol. Weekdays really no people patronize pubs can. And talking about no people in the pub.. means more singing of songs wahahahaha! AK recorded one video of me singing. ERM luckily nothing goes wrong with my vocals if not MALU only. :D

Wanna see the video of me singing go Facebook only. :D

I enjoyed. You?

zai jian! ((:

A Day of Non-Stop Laughters.

2010-06-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

Morning woke up damn early at 7am. Prepare myself and went all the way to Sembawang for breakfast. Guess whoooooo I meet lol. Adeline Kang! And wth she was late LIKE FOREVER. Anyway we had prata at Ah Mei's Cafe. Omg hotdog and cheese prata is love :D

AK decided to make a scrapbook of us. Paste photos and write stuffs inside. A sudden random idea but awwww it was sweet. Met again at 3pm cos in between she had tuition which I guaranteed she was not paying 1% attention at all. LOL. Because during the time she was having tuition she replied my tweets lah WTF! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ohhhh and we took photo stickers. COOL SHIT! :D

((:

Janee's 22nd Celebration.

2010-06-08T13:16:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Piggie! Omg you are 22 already. DAMN OLD CAN WAHAHAHAHA! Just hope everything goes well for you. Trust me. Your luck will come. (:

We had this chinese buffet at One Fullerton. The food is nice can. Thanks to Carney's recommendation. :D After lunch we went over to K Suites at Orchard Parade Hotel. I TELL YOU ALL PLEASE GO TRY THIS KTV OMG IT IS SUPER NICE AND GRAND AND BIG AND HIGH TECH LOL. boohoo!!

Presenting to you - eDwIn's Retarded Poser Photos.
EXCLUSIVE.
thanks&bye. :D

Cousin's Wedding! :D

2010-06-05T23:02:00.003+08:00

Congrats to Cousin Shang Zhe and his wife Ji Zhen! Happy Marriage and eternal bliss ((:

Ohhh didnt manage to take photos at the church. Only photos from the dinner at Singapore Mandarin Hotel. Dad was in charge of the banquet so he skipped the solemnization and came for the dinner. He was so demanding lah. LOL but no choice he is the BIGGEST CHEF there :D

Mummy!!

The elder brother who looked younger WTF.

Cousin Emily!

HAPPY FAMILYYYYYYYY :D

After the whole wedding dinner thing, its already 11pm OMG. Surely its long no doubt. Long awaited drinking with AK and Becca WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! This time we went crazy man. Too many FUNNY things happened you all should have been there to see LOL. I had damn lot of fun. HUHU!

LOL

Adeline. Rebecca. eDwIn

OMG I LOVE THIS PHOTO WITH AK!
IM THE ICE CREAM.
SHE'S THE WHIP CREAM LOL.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

READY! GET SET! GO!

2010-06-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my brother. OMG his birthday is here.. which means half a year had gone by again. Looking back time really ZOOOOMMMMMM past lah! I am glad I am still doing fine in my work in navy. Hurrayyyyy let's continue to work hard till end of 2010!

All Ready For Cousin's Wedding tomorrow!

:D

Get Well Soon! :D

2010-06-03T21:31:00.003+08:00

The weather is a killer. And those stupid irritating seductive delicious but heaty food keep making us eat THEN get sick LMAO. I also got the feeling Im getting sick soon. Rest too long already, came back from sailing, and felt like dying. Not enough sleep. Not enough food. WTH! :(

My SUPER DUPER cute small friend is SICK! GOSH! ADELINE KANG SING ER GET WELL SOON HOR! THIS GET WELL SOON POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU! Let's put down all the burden and bad thoughts aside. Focus on being happy lol! Jia you! wooohooooo! Like wad I said to you in msn "friends are for wad? not only for kuai le shi guang.. but nan guo de shi hou la ni yi ba!"

I used to be this. Wanna show people how happy I am in front of them. Always bubbly.. always smiling.. always joking around. Because I want them to be happy. It really makes my day you know.. seeing them enjoy their time out with me around. All I hope is that these friends could just stay around and not go just cos they found new friends or they just tell you straight they are busy with school/work, they suddenly just stop contacting you. Well I know people will tell me from this I know who my real friends are.. but even if they are not I wished they were.

Every single person.. every single friend I meet is special. Because there ought to be something we do tgt like going to class tgt.. eat tgt.. sing and drink tgt etc. All these moments are unforgettable. Now I just can't control anymore. Sometimes I hate myself. Just cos I cannot control my anger. HAHA! Never mind lah just try my best to be happy. YOU CAN DO IT TOO! :D

Singout 10.

2010-05-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

REBECCA LUM participated in the singing competition 'Singout 10', organised by her very own music school - Music Story. OKAY lah there were around 70% of the contestants not so nice.. 20% were not bad and 10% damn pro. LOL. Adeline together with her mr beanie, we went to support REBECCA! WAHAHAHA!

Suppose to go drinking after that but Becca was too tired. Can understand lah but still.. was a little disappointed cos we did planned it like a week ago. Was really looking forward to have fun lah. Never mind. Next week shall be the week. No more excuses already! :)

Friends & Issues.

2010-05-27T23:53:00.007+08:00

From what I can recall, I keep emphasizing this month is a great month for me. Because I just refuse to make myself think of those bad stuffs that happened. Why make myself miserable when I know I will be when I think of them. But somethings are outta control. The more you run away from it, the more it haunts you - Proven and Tested.

Seriously I lost count to how many friends have I quarreled with, starting from April. Issues stacked up and up and up. Even small little things like meeting for dinner can end up quarreling. WHY?

Honestly ask yourself.. My friends (if you consider yourself to be one..) all know I treasure friends a lot. When I am sailing this month, I will arrange meetups for next month. I will keep trying to find time to slot in a dinner date or a few hours just to meet my friends. But do you guys do the same? NO.

1. When you all wanna have fun and there's no one to play with you - there's always EDWIN.

2. When you all are sad because you quarrel with your bf/gf - there's always EDWIN again.

3. When you all wanna do something and you really cannot find anyone - Last person is EDWIN again and again.

&when you all have companies.. do you even think "when shall I meet Edwin?", just because you haven seen me for a while? TOUCH your heart and answer it.

FML.

:((

Happy Birthday MOM! :D

2010-05-24T22:37:00.003+08:00

Yet again manage to secure this very day for Mom! Its her birthday! Was hoping nothing goes wrong and we can all sit down and have a pleasant dinner as a family to celebrate Mom's very own birthday. Bought her a $600 Burberry watch. Wanted to buy her Burberry bag de but it costs 2K then she scolded me lol! HAHA!

Backkkkk to work tomorrow! (:

Saturday Late Night Drama.

2010-05-23T16:16:00.003+08:00

YES the drama is taken place at boat quay yesterday! And I got to know a couple of new friends. One of them is Adeline Kang, Rebecca's best friend. She is damn a funny girl hahahahahahaha! And she is so young can. Makes me feel like OLD and USELESS lol. Drink drank a lot. Tipsy peeps tend to talk alittle louder but yesterday it was damn loud. HAHA! Love their company weeee! :D

Adeline. Rebecca. eDwIn

One of the many UNIQUE shots with Becca.

Enjoy the night! WOOHOO! XD

Remembering Dr Goh.

2010-05-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

Seriously I bet 80% of the younger generation (includes me of course) doesn't really know who is Dr Goh Keng Swee. OKAY in short he is the one, together with now Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew, created what Singapore is now. Our success was their hard work. No doubt the safe and prosperous Singapore will not have become like this without them. YES DR Goh was the one who came up with National Service. HAHA Dad and Mum said at the time when NS was first introduced, the idea was not welcomed at all, and they even write in to reprimand his decision. But luckily he cling onto his stand and here we are with our always ready SAF.

I went to his wake at the parliament house to pay respect to the great man. Dr Goh laid peacefully there. So many people came. Though it was a short 20 mins I am still grateful I am able to pay respect to the late Dr Goh. His hard work for Singapore will never be forget. He will always be remembered. RIP.

On my way to Dr Goh's Wake.

Ohhhh and guess wad.. because I placed 'paulclothings' link in my blog, helping them to advertise.. they send me a free gift. I really thought it would be a key chain or something.. but it was a watch. okay lah it is not any branded watch but really appreciate :D

I cannot stop shopping there!
OMG how! =p

Angieee Day.

2010-05-19T22:21:00.004+08:00

Finally Angieee is back from America and today is our meeting day! BET she is super busy meeting up lotsa peeps after 6 months being overseas. Watched the movie 'The Last Song'. OKAY the movie is super not what I expected before watching it. And girls please bring toilet roll in cos you may just cry like nobody business. Its a touching love story, family and teenage-turn-adult life story. I give it a 5 stars man! :D

And then we took train to Esplanade.. decided to settle down at the Cookie's Museum and taste some really great cookies! OMG they have flavours like Laksa, Nasi Lemak, Chicken Rice, Heh Bee Hiam, etc. WA LAO I got a shock when I saw the labels on the cookies tin lol! And then camwhores start. But too bad I will only upload the nicer photos :D

This naughty friend is so lovable.
A great friend to talk. A great friend indeed.
((:

HAIRDO!

2010-05-17T22:23:00.003+08:00

Trimmed my hair to the shortest I can possibly accept.
I wasn't aware how the hairdresser actually was doing to my hair..
cos without my specs I ain't see anything lol!
But never mind short = cooler = no need style = convenient
:D

Pampering Myself.

2010-05-11T22:21:00.005+08:00

Tired of working. Tired of doing all the usual things Monday-Friday. Tired of waking up early and sleeping late. This week I gonna RELAX myself to the maximum and do things to pamper myself. Like wad I just did.. I spent 1K at town just now. Bought Mom a Burberry watch. Bought Father's Day gift for Dad.. a Ted Baker Polo tee.. Ohhh I bought one from there for myself too.. And a Ben Sherman Tee shirt. Apparently Mum and I walked till we nearly dropped haha! We didn't even sit down at all. We spree from Takashimaya to Ngee Ann City then to Paragon. We were that tired Mum agreed to take cab back home wahahaha!

Oh and I gonna save up some money and buy the E72 White edition. I swear its super nice and thank god its in WHITE! OMG! All the accessories that come with it are all in pearl white also can! :D

Anyway found a really nice local website selling men's apparel. And the best thing is the price is super affordable.. if they have the stocks (which they will indicate 'in-stock') then after payment you will receive your items in 3 working days! Plus the sizes are all made for Asians like us.. slim fit just nice can! Just go check it out cos they do provide the measurements for the diff sizes of the diff type of apparels.

www.paulsclothingstore.com

I bought this shirt from this online store :D

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

2010-05-09T23:32:00.003+08:00

Gawd I just came back from sailing and guess wad?! My weekends are GONE! ROARS! And it's Mother's Day today. Mum's birthday is gonna arrive soon too.. thats why I didn't buy present cos I wanted her to go choose herself.. No budgets! :D

Ah ma came along for the buffet at Park Royal Hotel at Beach Road. Went there once.. today's menu got more food lah! GOT FRESH OYSTERS CAN! I know its high in cholesterol but I still swallowed 4 into my tummy HOHOHO! We took some photos! Shy Ah ma keep avoiding the camera but in the end we still manage to persuade her hahaha!

Easy & Relax week ahead. BYE! :D

Our Playground ((:

2010-05-01T10:32:00.004+08:00

Awaited Kgarden with Rebecca yesterday! Finally she is able to meet us up.. after she settled down in her new job. Glad to see her relationship with the bf has become better :D

Dinner with Ronnie and gf Wen Hao at Takashimaya basement.. A pasta shop that Ronnie used to work in. But I ordered the not so nice pasta for myself WTF! Wanted to shop for Mother's Day gift but all the shops are closed when we finish eating NB! Gonna buy today or tomorrow cos next week I am sailing almost the whole week lah! ROARS!

Photos time! Again we became mad when its near the closing time.. cos there was Martell our favourite KO drink lol!

Photo of the week!
LOL BYE! :D
HAPPY LABOUR DAY EVERYONE!

Belinda's 22nd Pinkish Birthday!

2010-04-27T17:03:00.004+08:00

Last Saturday Belinda had her 'pink' themed 22nd birthday at Pan Pacific Hotel. The suite was okay lah. But it was really fun. All the games and laughters, I am sure she enjoyed her ass off lol! Imagine there's like 20 people in the suite and we played hide and seek. Apparently in short the game was played like this.. we switched off all the lights, pulled the curtain, blindfold the catcher, and the hiders will just hide or run around to avoid being touch by the catcher. LOL! Seriously I tell you I didn't know it was damn fun. I am so going to try it again on my own 22nd birthday, peeps please prepare yourself lol!

Belinda the birthday girl

Belinda the girlfriend & Kyle the boyfriend.

And we had the fun too.

eDwIn. Serene

eDwIn. Jasmin

The pretty girls!

& the erhem* guys :D

Anyway as you can see I hardly update my blog cos I am really very busy with all the sailings. But I am glad April is almost gone. Month of May will be a better one :D Let's look forward to it man! I am going overseas.. and there is Mother's Day and Mom's birthday to celebrate! I love celebrations woohoo!

Let's pray I get GOLD for my IPPT tomorrow cos if I really did.. I will get 5 days off! I cannot imagine! XD Please pray for me! ROARS!